Thank you WB, your post made me cry, which l think is a good thing. l get so distant from people, l Iook at my signature and can't believe l wrote that. l know l have travelled this path so many times. l get confused about which part of my head is the one to listen to. The bit of me that does shut down, keeps up barriers, doesn't let anyone get too close has always kept me safe. The bit that is trying to do things differently just seems to be placing me in painful situations.

But you are right, the time will pass and then there will be calm again.

Thanks for being there tonight. Soup