I feel utterly overwhelmed. I'm a stay at home mom, and I find it hard to socialize with my friends because I feel guilty doing things without my kids. I am lonely because my husband doesn't like to do any of the things I do so he just plays video games.
It's hard to stay motivated to do my homework (I'm taking online classes this summer), keep the house clean, be a good mom to my 5 and 3 year olds, and be a positive, supporting wife. My husband is bipolar so he has his own issues and even though I've asked many times he doesn't help me around the house when my homework is overwhelming me. It's hard to get up in the morning, it's hard to get off the couch and be a good mom, and it's hard to be affectionate towards my husband because of all this.
I'm on prozac and the increased dosage should have helped, and it did for awhile. But I'm still depressed.
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