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Originally Posted by ClemFan
I got up today with one thought on my mind, this is NOT how I pictured my life at 40. Out of work, hurt, and depressed. My job let me go a few weeks ago due to me not being able to preform the duties of the job anymore.
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Clem,
I will be 32 in about two months, and I think I've been feeling this way for the past 7 years -- that I should be somewhere else, someone else, have made more progress, etc.
I am not in your shoes and I am not responsible for other people. But, I recently lost my job, and another relationship. On top of that, my "bad" knee is acting up which keeps me from running and mountaineering (two things which keep me sane). If it weren't for unemployment insurance and generous parents, I might be living out of my car right now.
I just want you to know, that I am here with you as much as I can be. I know you have others depending on you, and I am SURE they love you beyond what you can conceive (even with your current monumental struggles).
