I'm feeling it with my t right now. I've related to a lot of your posts lately, HazelGirl.

I've told me t that I care about him. We've been doing a lot of work with dissociated childhood feelings, and he keeps asking what the little girl part of me needs, and can she guide the therapy.

I had a nice anxiety attack a few minutes ago, because what that little girl needs to feel safe loving the person that's taking the time to care about her. I feel like admitting that will make my t think I'm going to suddenly be this out of control, careening, clingy client.

I don't really have any advice, other than to keep breathing and remember that our Ts know what all of this is, and we'll learn from going through it. At least that's what I keep telling myself today.