God, now I feel guilty for having money thanks to government financial support. I'm far from rich, but I save like crazy. (partly because I'm saving for very important future stuff, and partly because I feel guilty spending it, and partly because I feel like it could be taken away from me at any moment, so I need to save, just in-case. )

Anywho, yes, it would be amazing. I could LIVE. I wouldn't fritter away my life, I'd learn all I could. I'd pay for top therapists, get my brain "fixed" as much as I can, learn to love life more. I could obviously help my dad; give him something back for all he has given me. (I do try to pay him back with nice stuff, lil gifts and helping with money-related worries, but it never feels enough) and I wouldn't need to be taking money from the government, thus feeling like crap, useless, scared it'll vanish at any moment, etc.

I would feel free. I wouldn't feel like I can't work, as it wouldn't matter because I wouldn't NEED to; I'd rather not needing than not being able but having that self-doubt; the "what if I could? What if I'm fake? What if I'm a liar? What if I'm just lazy like that stupid woman said?" etc. ¬_¬

Yes, it would help.

Hope you're a blues guitarist like me!