I usually dont tell people how I feel, just in case, they dont feel the same way. Thats been an ongoing problem. Last session I told my t I appreciated our relationship, and her efforts, what I meant to say was I like you, and I look foward to sseing you weekly.

After every session she asks how we are doing, and how I think our sessions are going. I fear abandonment and rejection so, I dont tell people my true feelings, and when they tell me they love me or like me, I dont believe it, lol am I twisted?