Today I felt pretty horrible, to the point that I began to dissociate. I still feel pretty numb, but it's not as bad as it was this morning. I did remember to bring my pillow, so on my break today I relaxed in my car, per the new T's suggestion. He said that I should try to take naps, but I'm terrified that I will oversleep. (My boss goes nuts if you are even 1 minute late) So I only set my phone's alarm and closed my eyes and attempted to empty my mind (ha!). I don't know that it did much to relax me though. I think I was already too far gone at that point for it to have had much effect.
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