New Gal,

I've been where you are since November. You are not alone. I would just like to comfort you. I have 2 teenage boy's who are home all summer. I love them so it fuels my depression knowing they see me suffer.....again. I really "get" about the exhausting your husband thing. The thing that keeps me going now knowing others' have hope for me, including my mental health providers. Know that others' here been in our shoes and survived. The pain feels unbearable and there are others' who can alleviate it. Your life has meaning even if you don't feel it now.

Hugs