Thank you for dealing with my crap lately. I'm feeling good mood wise , taking my PRN full time. I'm up to my full dose of viibryd and on my lamictal. I have to go back to Tampa again for our apartment interview the second. Then back home (1000 miles away) by the seventh to see my new pdoc before I leave the area for good and go with my parents for 6 wks. Then to my new home. I may or may not see my T again ( I'll be really sad if she can't but I already wrote her a good bye letter).

The messed up thing is mood wise I'm good but paranoia wise I'm iffy. I have to look at it as progress. The suckyest part is I only trust my T at this point. So I figure ask new pdoc to up my lamictal so I can get chewables and ask to add a full time AP or a longer acting one . At least I'll have a pdoc I'll be able to call if anything happens between now and new new pdoc in sept.