You do sound better. I'm very happy you've gotten yourself medicated better and dealt with what was getting to be some seriously scary stuff. I know more than a few of us wanted to help, but felt like we couldn't do anything but watch you be swallowed up by your disease. You still have way more on your plate than ANYONE should have to handle all at once, even someone who's as sane and sober as a judge, but you're soldiering on and you seem to have your head on much straighter than you did even a week ago. Good for you!