are you in the UK? I find it odd that your MD is preventing you from getting a therapist if youre in the US...

You really do need to find a new T, not everyone is going to be as wretched as your criminal of an ex-T. I think youd be hard pressed to find one as bad as the one youve gotten rid of.

Did she ever face criminal charges, or just the suspended license? bc that seems like a slap on the wrist to me.