then what does your MD have to do with you getting a new therapist? you seriously need to work this out with someone, and someone who knows how to help your mind, not your body.

(sucks she wasnt punished more, seems to me she should be in jail for fraud/theft, something.)
and-YES I would forgive her. But not for her. Forgiveness lifts weight off the heart of the person doing the forgiving. YOU will feel better, step lighter, breathe easier, for not holding on to the resentment and anger she caused you. your continuing to be twisted in knots about her appalling behavior isnt hurting her anymore-its only hurting you.

if you can take the very difficult steps to forgiveness, I think you would feel leagues better, and doing that and moving on starts with getting yourself a great new t.