Thanks for all your thoughts on this.

I've had this feeling often, but never paid it any attention. This is the first time I felt ready to admit to it.

I told T how I felt this morning, she said is this because of Monday?

She said, on Monday there were 2of you here, you and baby you.
You don't want me to see you the baby.

We talked a lot about it today. It was hard, vunrabilty is definitely what lies at the routehere .

Wysteria, your reply was great, spot on for how it feels.
Thanks.