Thanks again everyone for the encouragement, it really is nice to see someone rooting for you. I'm don't have much of that in my life. I hope that I'll be able to do the same for you all and/or others as well.
So today is day 5 and it seems a bit too easy... so I'm only cautiously optimistic. I guess that I have to figure out how to not reach for it when I get frustrated and upset. I do feel the effects both good and strange as my body adjusts to not poisoning myself daily and I like feeling "clean".

But so far so good and I'm thankful for that.