You are not abad person.
This sounds like a very stressful situation.
I hope that your husband deals with his family more instead of rellying on you to handle everything.
yes it does get better than this and the meds take time to work, what does your therapist say about this...is he/she teaching you some better coping strategies?
Perhaps your meds do need a bit of a tweeking...could you call your pdoc?
I am sorry that this is so hard right now...when ever someone in the family is ill it makes for the whole family to be inviolved.
Do you have any other family memebers who might be able to help.
would you be willing to ask for help?
I wish you well.
bizi