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Originally Posted by regretful
Woke up this morning with the thought "I can't believe that this is my life", and it wasn't for those good reasons. Rather than not wanting to wake up from a dream, I'd rather want to quickly wake up from this nightmare. I don't know how to get out of this depressed state... It's not intolerable, it's just a slow, steady decline into oblivion...
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I woke up much in the same way, except with some grief about a recent loss mixed in. "Do I really have to face the day?" But this is the first morning in a few that hasn't been plagued by self-destructive thoughts. So, I'm going to act in spite of my emotion.
I hope you can, too.