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As for the 2x per week and suicide comment, I should clarify that he may be talking about what my insurance thinks.

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This is true. When I was hospitalized back in '99, it was due to constant self-injury, depression, and panic attacks-- I was not suicidal. However, the insurance company basically had to be lied to, and told that I was suicidal-- because if they knew I wasn't, they wouldn't pay.

As far as my T, we don't do insurance. It's sliding fee-- so if I could afford it, and my schedule allowed, I'd probably go 5x per week. (I'd give him weekends off).

Almeda, you sound like you are becoming comfortable with once per week. I am using you as an inspiration to become comfortable with that as well. My ultimate goal? To be able to separate/individuate from him in a healthy manner.

I really am so glad for you.