It is true I met all my friends in High School and through work. It is so hard otherwise. I have had many transitory friends. I have moved a lot or they moved and we never kept in contact. I have now moved to my hometown and am reconnecting slowly with high school friends. Some are true and supportive (three so far) and others I will have to be guarded with and stick to the superficial.
I have found that I can have people in my life who also suffer from depression but they are not really friends. Like in a support group or just people I meet. I don't have to be really close friends with them but just knowing they are there and truly understand me really helps.
__________________
The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
|