Hello, chloebreee, and welcome to Psych Central! I can understand how you would want to have more freedom and not have to work. I assume many of your friends are not being required to work by their parents. And I know it's hard to not see your boyfriend. Many you can look for a different kind of job.
Besides not really wanting to work, what might be causing your anxiety and depression? Are you angry at your parents? Worried your boss will not be pleased with you and you might mess up? Feeling overwhelmed because you have so much to do and keep up with? Just frustrated in general about how much effort it requires?
I am glad to hear you want to be a psychologist. I assume, then, that you are planning on going to college and then to grad school. That does take a lot of money, so your parents might be planning ahead. I can tell you that even with scholarships and other benefits, college does cost parents a lot.
Also, having some work experience will look good on your resume, if you start seeking out internships and future jobs.
Let's hear what other folks have to say. I hope you will feel less miserable soon.
What suggestions can we offer to help Chloebreee feel less anxious and depressed about work? What's happening with her?
Hang on, Chloebreee.