You really need to taper off the AP's with the help of your Pdoc .. Going it alone in a cabin by a lake is very unsafe on so many levels .

Roam around PC and read alot of threads about people wanting to d/c meds or have done so and how it all worked out for them . But keep in mind the multiply meds you currently take.

As BpRn said often when you cold turkey a med going back on it, it doesnt work the same and then you wind up on the med merry go round if you are infact unable to cope with out medications .

Put alot of thought and research into this plan .

Stay safe