It's not that you are being weird, but you may not be fulfilling your goal of finding a new job the best way you could. Finding a job is much, much easier if you have a wide variety of social contacts to draw upon.

But, yeah, if you have a budget of 1 euro a week, it's hard to go out. If your parents are really worried, would it be possible that they would pay for some sort of graphic arts course for you? That would get you out of the house, let you meet contacts who could help with your career goal, and also give you a purpose