Could it be depression that would make one paranoid. I hear things; not voices; but I always think someone is watching me or in my house all the time. I walk aroung checking to see if someone is there or if the doors are locked. Like I say, its not voices, it just noises that I hear. Maybe they were there before but didnt bother me then. Does that mean I am totally losing it? Do any of you constantly look over your shoulder. My nightmares are getting worse. I see my ex in my dreams all the time. Some of it is things that have happened but some not. I also have dreams about my childhood; the bad memories seem to come out when I am asleep. I only sleep 2-3hrs a night; but wake up in fear and panic. I dont want to even try to sleep anymore. At least when I am awake it makes more sense. Lately, the worse they get, the more my paranoid feelings get. I have woken my household in screams; man I scare the heck out of everyone. My kids have said that they have heard me cring in my sleep. So unfair to them. What the heck is going on in my head?? Can anyone relate??? I have had problems for years with nightmares but its getting out of control and I am ready to collapse, so tired.
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