Fun thing is, just walking without a purpose stresses me out more...for example, if I want inspiration for an art piece I may do it, but simply strolling around the same old (jobless) neighborhood makes me think of all the things I could do back home. I feel I'm losing time from things I'd be enjoying more, from things that could add to my job-finding chances too. And it just stresses me out-or bores me, in the best case. I could go to other places, but half the time I have to be a metro freeloader and I hate it. And I hate having to deny my friends the coffee shop, telling them to just sit on a bench and chat. I'd feel bad, then they'd offer to buy me, and I'd feel worse. I hate asking my parents for money too, I'm 27, not a baby girl

Nope, no employment agencies in my area...only some "employment seminars" or "employment trainers" that just eat time (and in some cases, money)
Thanks for the suggestion, though
I'm (probably) accepted in a national "employment program", but it'll take 6 months of work before I get paid...ant then it's over...and it's very little money anyway