hey prettyjolie...i am inthe same situation, i have been to scared to go and talk to someone about all this, but i do think i have anxiety issues and did have a panic attack the other week. its like ur heart just wont stop and then u get nervous about that and its just a vicious cycle!! have you talked to anyone about anxiety or anything you can do to reduce it? im beginning to think i might talk to someone to find out more. anyways just wanted to let ya know i understand...good luck w/ everythin!