Wow. I'm so happy to find out that I am not alone. Ever since I was little I chewed my knuckles, thinking the skin would grow back. Of course, it hasn't. And every time I meet new people I am worried and embarrassed about my hands. I would like to date as well, but it always makes me nervous. What am I supposed to say when they ask me what happened? I have lied also, unsuccessfully and ended up telling the truth. My family knows because they watched me do it as I grew up. I am also embarrassed to shake hands because of how rough they might feel. If I ever get engaged, I will never be able to show off my ring to my friends because of how ugly my hands are. Does anyone know if there is a way to regain normal-looking hands or is this permanent? I think I know the answer though....