I'm just wishing I could reconnect. Everything became so screws up and now I search for them in crowds. I know I wasn't perfect- nor ever pretended to be, but It was real. My feelings were real. They will probably never believe that and I hope they achieved all they wanted. I hope they are happy and have found someone to love them. Yet I can't help wishing it was me.

They did some bad things, but hell, so did I. I just want another chance. I know it's too late, and they "have changed so much that i don't know, if I can call [them] and tell [them] I care", still I hope one day god grants me the chance to make it right. I have only love for them and this will never change.

Do you think they will ever return? A part of me still believes....