Today my fiance and I ended our relationship. We were engaged for 2 years, I feel so lost and scared. I moved here to North Carolina from Canada to go to school near him. He moved here from home for his mom and brother and I followed him. I am not sure what to do. It is really hard too because we love each other so much and we are still going to be best friends and be there for each other. I am just so scared to face this world alone, to go home and feel like i failed at this.

I thought i was going to marry this man and I would never have slept with him if I didn't believe that. He was supposed to be my one and only and now I feel terrible knowing that we aren't going to be married.

I feel that I don't want to ever love again because of the pain I feel.