Hey, I have been struggling with depression and suicidal feelings since I was in ninth grade. I know that I have felt that way so many times. But ask yourself... why haven't you done it yet? Because of the tears people would cry over you. And even in the most lonely lives there is someone who would miss you. Because you ARE worth life. You aren't a starving child in Africa. Life can be so hard to handle but there must be some small glimmer of hope for better in your life to keep you alive. I know that everytime I have a happy moment, I remember that dead people don't get to live.