Thanks for your replies, guys! I don't know what Is directly causing my anxiety! I mean I'm a good worker so I'm not afraid of being yelled at or failing at work. I just don't want to leave my home to go to work. I think I may be afraid of lack of freedom, even though I still don't have many hours there. I worked yesterday(my third day) and I had to work today. I honestly could not go in because I'm so stressed, so I could either TRY to call off (I know that looks terrible) or quit.. And I decided to call off "sick." My manager wasn't too happy and I know I can't make a habit of this or I will get fired. I don't have a tight clique of friends but most everyone I know has jobs or are getting them, so it's not that. Also, my parents only wanted me to get a job for extra money (clothes, etc.) I mean, my dad owns his own carlot and has worked in it since his father owned it. My mom has worked at an office for 20 years! I haven't learned this anxiety from them. I've gotten maybe 8 hours of sleep within the past 4 days. I know a job shouldn't be causing this. I mean, making pizzas isn't my specialty and I'm not very interested in it, but I should be sucking it up. My boyfriends m works with the mentally handicapped, and I think she could get me a job there. I would love that. Although, I am too afraid to ask, because if I did get a job there, I couldn't quit. I still don't know what's wrong..
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