Well, by the title I'm sure you can guess what this is about.

I'm 20 and I've always had an attraction to females, always. I've always been in denial though, I've dated guys, had sex with them. After, I felt sad, dirty and empty. When I finally admitted to myself, things got a little better, I told people I was bisexual because I would get a lot of hassle from my ex's friends.

Why is it fair that I'll get hassle for something I can't control. I really tried to be with him. But he was like an older brother.

I know I'm a lesbian, only one person knows. I don't know how to come out to anyone else. It's scary. Terrifying actually.

anybody else know the feeling?