Thanks Juliana, I know I do need support and time to myself but it is so hard, everyone has always leaned on me and depended on me for everything for so long it is hard to step away, even for a little while. My husband (even though he doesn't understand) is a great man. He knows my daily stresses, mood swings and he tries to deal with them and be supportive but he works 70 hours a week and he is not home much. I feel the need to be the one to handle everything. His mom and I are super close so when she needs help with anything I am always right there. Just having a hard time dealing with myself right now I guess. Thanks for the reply!!!