I am a plumber and for most of my life I was very very good at all aspects of the job from managing, business, autocad design, installation, all of it. I got a lot of satisfaction from this and was very productive. This was all when I was not depressed. When I was depressed I totally lacked all of those things. My last job which was a very good one I became unable to perform even after getting awards just a few months earlier. I forced myself to go for two months even though I was severely depressed. My performance went down and down and everyone noticed. Finally I just couldn't make it in the morning and ended up getting fired even though I was honest about what was going on with me. It was not my capabilities but the depression that caused this. That is my reality.
There is the family medical leave act which allows you to take time off to get the help you need and they cannot touch your job or your insurance. It is unpaid however. Does Ohio have a state disability insurance program?
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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