I was like that yesterday. I'm in a depressed episode too and yesterday was so pissed off for really no reason. I was at my cousin's graduation and it was the absolute last place I wanted to be because I had to pretend that nothing was wrong. I love my family but every time one of them talked to me I wanted to poke my eyes out. I was screaming shut up in my head and at the same time tryin to smile and focus in what they were saying so I could respond properly...it was exhausting. And of course Even though no one knew what I was thinking I still felt like a jerk.

No advice, just commiserating. I totally understand. I hope you feel better soon.