Hello, loveyouhun. I assume you have told your treatment team what you have told us. If not, please do. Tell them the treatment is not working.

NAMI may be aware of some assistance for you: NAMI: National Alliance on Mental Illness | State & Local NAMIs

Ask the Arizona Department of Health Services if there is some help you qualify for: Arizona Department of Health Services: Contacts

Contact Meidcare and see if there is a program that may be of assistance to you: http://www.medicare.gov/Pubs/pdf/11386.pdf

See if the Affordable Care Act has something available: Obama Care | Obama Care
Arizona Department of Insurance: ACA for Individuals and Families

Good luck.