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Purpose definitely makes a difference. I think we are not near as resilient as we were when younger. I actually feel like I have PTSD from the depression itself the last five years and the upheaval it has caused.
I should be grateful I am currently doing good and I am safe and my needs are met but I feel battle worn. In my thirties I would just grit my teeth and go back to work and see what happens.
Really I don't have a lot going on just in my head and that is a dangerous place to be. One day at a time and stay in the moment is what I need to do I guess.
Thanks for responding.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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