My heart cries for you ak because I understand what you are going thru. Your work sounds so much like my job situation. I am a medical assistant in a doctor's office. A new company took over our office and gave everybody extra work. One medical assistant quit and they did not replace her. We are told to do more with less and threatened constantly. I am the one that can't handle it. My coworkers always seem to be irritated with me, or else my depression paranoia makes it seem that way. I know what it's like to feel incompetent at something you trained for and worked for all your life. You are in my prayers and my heart goes out to you. Have you tried seeing a therapist or a pdoc? Don't be afraid or embarrassed to seek help. Eventually a different pharmacy or different job might help. I wish you well. Message me if you ever want to talk.