I can relate. I was much the same. Then I realised we could never live together on his income alone. So we decided to break it off because it just wasnt going to work long term, I've tried working more and every single time it ends me up hospitalized. Now I have lost his support with very little income myself. I've had 10 years of therapy, meds, inpatient, alternative treatments and therapy and nothing has helped. I think I need to accept that this is my life.