I completely understand how you feel. I say everyday, I am so tired of life, living it, and trying to figure it out. Trying to get those around me to understand, yet they never will. It's so lonely and tiresome. It's so frustrating. I am still trying to figure it out myself, at least, reaching stability. Just try and be strong, and keep going. It's hard to do, but we cannot give up. Cannot give up. And we can all help each other.