Thanks Angel; u didnt yell. Dont apologize for that. Maybe thats what I need; lol. I am just battling my head right now, trying to figure this mess out. When my head is so full and thoughts are racing; I have a hard time making decisions. I am sure many in here know what thats about. Its confusing times. I tend to write at all the wrong times. When I am angry, upset, confused, frustrated; is when I write. Maybe not the best time. Lately, this is how I always feel.
I feel like I am inside four black walls, so tall that I cant see or hear the outside. I am trapped with no escape; and they are slowly closing in.

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