(((((((((((((dec)))))))))))))

i toohave 2 teens, they have both cut b4 now, daughter started bulaemic tendencies

i blame myself and my condition, but they tell me i dont understand and it's not me. i have also been told by others it's beyond my control. i tell them i love them and that they are hurting me by doing these things, but i still blame myself. they say it's not my fault and they need to do this. not so bad now as far as i am aware i watch them like hawks. they seem to be getting over it.

hope you can sort of understand what i'm saying, love you, here for you and katheryn.

love kerry xoxoxoxox