Sorry that I haven't added my customary hug, thanks and personal replies on this thread feeling a bit bad about it.

Been a bit of a whirlwind if that's any kind of excuse. With that said I am so very thankful for all of the messages and hugs... Has made this journey that little bit more bearable... To be able to chronicle and know others are listening and tolerating my expressions and I guess pain and confusion.

So please accept this and massive thank you for all that has been posted and for any future posts