I have tried to not be jealous of friends and cousins but it's constantly in my face and it's like stubbing my own foot. I can't escape from it so I want out as I have had enough.
Tried prevention lines but all they seem to do is counsel me, no practical advice, cpn is useless and doesn't really help and crisis don't help they just say it's chronic issue I am dealing with and it just makes things a lot worse my parents can rather 50/50 they are like have you found a job get and seem to think it's all black and white so I feel lost and nowhere to turn and I feel like I am a burden on everyone and really I can't cope I'm overwhelmed emotionally exhausted and had enough

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