Tired of dealing with crap, and it seems that's all life doles out to me. The husband has to go work on a leak in town. That gets my anxiety up real bad ever since I've developed ptsd after our fire 6 months ago. So trying to deal with it - but tired of dealing with it. Feel like giving up. It's just the same old thing day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year. Just starting to feel down about everything now. Seems life never gets any better. When there is something good, it seems it gets taken away from me or falls through or something will happen to mess it all up. When I start to feel happy or good, something will happen to knock me back down. So tired of life.