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Jun 22, 2014, 04:02 PM
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Grand Poohbah
Community Liaison
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Member Since: Jan 2011
Location: Surrey, SE London, UK
Posts: 1,628
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Hi there dear TJ. Oh dear, I'm so sorry to see that you're having a hard time and thus you're not feeling any better. The SI is really about anger/frustration and depression. It's all kinda mingled in together. I do that to. I've been hospitalised a number of times and I do see right where you are coming from. On the whole it DID help me at the time but sometimes I was threatened with a section, they did that when I was ''non complient''. So in other words they ''blackmailed'' me when I wouldn't do what they wanted. Said they'd section me!!!! Quite honestly although I was glad of going in~patient mostly, they didn't give me any treatment!! The first time I was in the hospital for 2 months. I actually didn't want to come out!!! I'd gotton used to being in there and actually LIKED being in!! But sometimes they did nothing and the floor staff did nothing too, I used to wander aimlessly, like you are now I would imagine. So YES, I do ''get it'' and I DO UNDERSTAND what you are talking about. Please do message me if you'd like to talk, always know you can. HUGS. XXXXXXXXXXX 
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