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I would like to see him forever. He's the only one I can talk to and he understands me. I can talk about anything. I'm afraid that I will eventually have to terminate. I know I won't be able to keep it together without him. It really sucks to feel this way if I can't see him as long as he is a therapist.

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Oh yes, there are plenty of us on here that have similar feelings. You are not alone. Try not to think about terminating when you are starting to make progress. It's scary to think about not having them in our lives. Try and focus on that you are leaning on him and he's holding his hand out to you.

You may want to check out many recent posts on here. It is a rollercoaster ride.