I admit I have made my fair share of mistakes. I will never deny that. In fact I'm probably the first one to admit I make mistakes. But there are mistakes I made years ago that are still being thrown in my face. Mistakes made years ago that I still hear about. I try not to let it get to me but it very much does. It effects me. It messes with me. I'm not perfect but neither are they. How am I supposed to deal with having my mistakes thrown in my face? I don't know how to deal with it. Now of course I'm sad because all I can do is think about the mistake that was thrown in my face.