I guess I really have to tell T, as for now I can't see the problem with doing things my way as long as I don't get underweight. It's not like my body is missing an energy source, I have more than enough... I take vitamin supplements so I have everything I need. Part of me feels like I could not eat for a month and still be fine... My rational side knows this is so wrong, but my emotional side can't take this body anymore.