As I have been told by my T, writing anytime, even when angry, upset, frustrated or even confused is a good time to write, because it lets you get your feelings out of your system and that is what you need. I have discovered the only time I can't write is when I am happy, I don't think I am meant to feel happiness, but maybe one day I will experience the wonderful feeling I have been told so much about. Just like I said, you can write anytime you feel the need to. No one will judge you for your writings of your feelings, unless of course you have my family. It doesn't matter what kind of mood I am in, I can't make a decent decision. I have always relied on everyone else to make my decision and now that I am almost 21 I have to learn to make my own decisions and it's hard. I feel like you do, in a room with walls so high you can't see or hear anything, the only thing I can feel is pain, I don't feel happiness, just sadness and darkness. It is not fair. I feel trapped as well, so I know the feeling. I can sympathize with you on that. I have babbled enuf, but remember there is no wrong time to write your feelings in words. Bye for now, itsjustme.

<font color=blue> Sending Kitten Hugs and Kitten Kisses to you,
Brandi Kathleen aka: Kitten "meow" </font color=blue>
<font color=purple>Cat Kisses
Sandpaper kisses on a cheek or a chin
That is the way for a day to begin!
Sandpaper kisses a cuddle and a purr
I have an alarm clock that is covered in fur.
Author Unknown </font color=purple>