I had that apathy on depakote when I was fifteen. I loved it then because it was better than the horrible depression I was experiencing. But if I had it now I would be frustrated. I wouldn't worry about schizophrenia though unless you have a lot of other positive and negative symptoms too. Your flatness or blunting is likely due to a mood state or meds.
Lithium was the other one that turned me into a robot. No good.
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That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
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