It was so nice to come back to this thread and read all of your supportive posts! I think that's what I need most of all...just some folks to urge me to keep going!

I think the big thing that's stopping me is this feeling of being a fraud because I didn't do a "proper" internship. Also a lot of documentation got lost (read: my supervisor threw it away) so I have to try to remember things.

But I really have to remember that the first thing I produce won't be the final step. I'm sure that my advisor will have lots of feedback. So I just have to get SOMETHING done to send to her.

Oh, and Perna, I do volunteer locally, when I'm feeling better, at the Barrier Island Center. I really enjoy it, but I haven't done it much lately because...well, I haven't done much lately :/